I am so cheezy right now! -_______- Please, forgive me for that. Though I doubt that anyone will read this, it’s just as good.
Some time ago, I made a wish. A very stupid one at that. And you know, what’s the most stupid thing about it? It came true.
I thought I would be more motivated if I’d fall in love. I thought, that I would have a reason to look better, for example, to become better in general… but I didn’t think that it would turn out in such a stupid way. That sounds pretty funny, but I’m entangled in a love triangle right now O_O Few days back I just had to admit to myself that I’m madly in love, but the problem is that he’s my best friend.
We’re literally together since our birth, can you imagine? oO” And he’s, most likely, in love with my other best friend, who tries to get the two of us together O_O I feel like I’m inside a shoujo manga right now -_____-‘ but it doesn’t feel bubbly at all. Quite the opposite – really heavy. In a pretty long time, I’m getting depressed over a guy and I don’t know how to deal with it. Somebody, help meeeeeee~ ….. I don’t even know, what I should do. I’m not sure about anything at this point.
Girls, toy’s lesson is : Falling in love is bad! Especially, if the potential love interest is a guy, whom already sees you as his close friend. But to be serious, I think, it’s not right to lock your heart only because you’re afraid to get hurt.
Uuuuh….. I don’t even know, where was I going with this post. Frankly speaking, I don’t even care, because this blog hardly has any users who read it for reasons other than the information source. Bleh…… Being in a bad mood sucks -____-